||[Sep. 14th, 2006|11:02 pm]
I so need to be in a band. This getting really stupid. Im so sick of the corporate bullshit that i am constantly putting myself through, with wanky corporate people that dont even know how to CLICK ON THEIR NAME to open their powerpoint presentation, and wankers in the public service who think that they know more about audio that me WHO HAS BEEN IN THE INDUSTRY FOR YEARS PEOPLE and going 'oh, there's feedback here, im going to point the microphone at the SPEAKERS and talk really quietly...' GOD!!! Do these people have any idea?!?!?!?!
Anyway. SO what has started all of this is my flat mate and I have decorated the house in band posters like Hole, Janis Joplin, Radiohead, and im listening to The Cranberries and Empire Records Soundtrack, and i am wondering, what the hell am i doing with my life???? I couldn't give a flying rats arse about whether a presenter's powerpoint is correctly lined up to the screen or whether my client only has $10 000 in their budget (really, not that much money for what they want). All i want is to play music, like i have always done. Be a star, sing my own thoughts, play my own harmonies, express myself in the way that i need to. God, im already 22, when am i gonna start doing this???
OKay, so maybe this is the wine talking. I only had close to a bottle.... But i really really mean it! Ok, maybe i should lie on the floor and mope about my depressing existance... Then wake up in the morning feeling way too ill to deal with more incompetent people. LOL, i need sleep!!
And when is my girl coming back from America? Somehow i dont think she is. Its already been 4 months, and she said she was only going for 6, but now she doesn't know when she's coming back, if ever.
Oh, woe is so me at the moment.
P.S. Penn, if im there on the weekend, im there. Dont know what work is doing at the moment and i have no credit :-/ But my best will be done for you :D