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ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Sep. 14th, 2006|11:02 pm]
8step_rail
[Current Location |Living room]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[music |The Cranberries]

I so need to be in a band. This getting really stupid. Im so sick of the corporate bullshit that i am constantly putting myself through, with wanky corporate people that dont even know how to CLICK ON THEIR NAME to open their powerpoint presentation, and wankers in the public service who think that they know more about audio that me WHO HAS BEEN IN THE INDUSTRY FOR YEARS PEOPLE and going 'oh, there's feedback here, im going to point the microphone at the SPEAKERS and talk really quietly...' GOD!!! Do these people have any idea?!?!?!?!

Anyway. SO what has started all of this is my flat mate and I have decorated the house in band posters like Hole, Janis Joplin, Radiohead, and im listening to The Cranberries and Empire Records Soundtrack, and i am wondering, what the hell am i doing with my life???? I couldn't give a flying rats arse about whether a presenter's powerpoint is correctly lined up to the screen or whether my client only has $10 000 in their budget (really, not that much money for what they want). All i want is to play music, like i have always done. Be a star, sing my own thoughts, play my own harmonies, express myself in the way that i need to. God, im already 22, when am i gonna start doing this???

OKay, so maybe this is the wine talking. I only had close to a bottle.... But i really really mean it! Ok, maybe i should lie on the floor and mope about my depressing existance... Then wake up in the morning feeling way too ill to deal with more incompetent people. LOL, i need sleep!!

And when is my girl coming back from America? Somehow i dont think she is. Its already been 4 months, and she said she was only going for 6, but now she doesn't know when she's coming back, if ever.

Oh, woe is so me at the moment.


P.S. Penn, if im there on the weekend, im there. Dont know what work is doing at the moment and i have no credit :-/ But my best will be done for you :D

~r.
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Oh Spickyy!!! [Jul. 12th, 2006|08:54 pm]
8step_rail
[Current Location |Couch]
[mood |lazylazy]
[music |Christina Aguileria (sp?) stuck in me head courtesy of S&S]

Oh how i live for my wed night tv of Spicks and Specks :D Adam whats-his-name (??) would have to be one the campest and funniest men on TV. If only they had Kal Wilson on tonight, my night would be complete *sigh*...

So my lip is getting better, just itchy with the healing. And sore when i acidently knock it with my wracking coughs and my hand comes up to my mouth.... :S Tomorrow will be interesting tho. Off to Syd to see my half-sister-in-law who just had a little boy, Brody Robert Wilkinson, born, um, sometime this week... so very exciting, kinda. I know, i sound harsh but me and my brothers and sisters dont really get along. 14 yr age gap between me and this brother, so kinda distanced... And not too sure how they'll treat me with this new facial decoration. Prob just get the usual looks of 'yeah, that's right, she a lesbian' ....... Joy.

Anyhoo, sorry to those whose sites i have been replying on, and not making myself known enough before hand... Really, im not that strange... :D

Back to the TV, NCIS is beckoning me with Abby shaped delights *wheeeeee!!!*
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Squeee!! New body holes! [Jul. 6th, 2006|12:17 am]
8step_rail
[Current Location |Bed]
[mood |sorebut satisfied :D]
[music |Big Brother (???) *damnit, i been suckered in again!*]

Oooh, so i woke up this morning faced with a dilemma. What to get pierced?? Decided that a new piercing was a lot less permanent than a tattoo (which im getting in 3 months...) so the problem was where!! After turning down an industrial in my ear, my eyebrow (also getting done in 3 months), and 'down there' (which i have had done before, and completely overrated might i tell you), i decided that my labret was due to be hole-punched. So to be totally unlike me i went down spur of the moment, paid my money, and got abused with a shiney new pice of metal as my reward :D But holy jeebus it is such a friggin pain to try and eat!!!! Never woulda guessed it...

And if anyone ever reads this, can they please tell me what quixotic means???

~r.
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Ta da! [May. 30th, 2006|10:15 pm]
8step_rail
[Current Location |Plastered on the floor]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |The Grates - Inside/Outside]

So, here i am, out there in the big www. Feel like i should have a bucket on my head and be running round the room proclaiming 'One small step for man, one giant f***ing step for me!!' *g*

Or not. Death by my sick flatmate, who i think has just gone to throw up again, is not the aim of the game tonight...

So yes, very very new, and other than this, I have no idea what im doing. I'll let you now at this time of night I tend to ramble, and will continue to do so until the neighbours complain (Psst, this is where you step in...)

My mood icons are a tribute to my other flat mate, who likes to call herself allergy girl. She happily takes the tune of Particle Man, by They Might Be Giants, and adds her own lyrics of 'Allergy girl, allergy girl, lives alone in her allergy world...'. So the icons are for her, coz while she may not be sick at the moment (miracle), she did crash her motorbike the other day and almost ruined her knee along with the faring.

And last but not least, the pic is for my cat, Kenny, who has an addiction to sticking her head into a pint/schooner (whatever most of you call it) glass to drink the left over water. *sniff* Takes after her mum....

See?? Ramble *g* So off to bed for this tired little chick-a-dee. The 7am start with a split shift starting at midnight isn't really appealing, but i do need my beauty sleep.

~r.
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